Why I am so confused about everything I do or want to do? Is this because I am too influenced by Negative Energies around me or I am too blind that I am not able to see the Positive aspects of life. All these are because I am governed by something called FEAR, a fear of losing what I have right now, a fear of losing what I don't have and this fear restricts me in getting what I could have. My future is getting shadowed because of my over cautious nature and continuous thinking over a particular subject which ultimately hinders the line of progress and I remain as it is. This all are because a mere thought of losing a single penny haunts me so badly that automatically my step goes backward and stops there, eventually ruins all my dreams. I admit I am so confused that I always ask for suggestions to people or friends around me before doing anything, already know what actually I want to do,most of the time people suggest the same what I want ,still I am not able to move forward, don't know every time what or who pulls me back. May be because I do not have confidence or trust on myself . Every day I pretend I am very happy and practical, but at the end I know I am cheating myself because I can't pretend infront of the mirror. Sometimes this all happens because you are too cautious what world will think if u do this, what people will gossip, what will happen to your image thereafter, during all these crap thinking you forget what you wants, what about your happiness, what about your dreams. Ultimately victim is me only.
I know nobody in this world can help me in overcoming this situation. I am the only one who can cure myself. Hope next time I will come up with a permanent solution.
I know nobody in this world can help me in overcoming this situation. I am the only one who can cure myself. Hope next time I will come up with a permanent solution.
Have you written my story?
ReplyDeleteIt seems so. We are truly brother and sister.
Awesome big brother! And keep blogging!!
Most of the people in this world has this disease called fear. And as you said its you and only you who can cure it.
ReplyDeleteBe sure what you want and go for it. atleast you need not regret that you dint try even once.
that's good. atlist u xcptd that u cheating and making fool of yourself. dats d biggst truth but rare people can face it and wanted to face it. my best wishes wid u for wotevr u want to do for ur real happiness. ur last stanza is smartly written n would like to follow it :)but lastly i would like to say that listen urself duniya wale to aise hi hai :P
ReplyDeleteExactly whatI feel. But lemme tell you one thing friend. Let go of your past and try to live in present. This is the only life we have. Think of all that you wanna have or you wanna do. Not much time left dost. Go for it. Go and live your life the way you want. Duniya and log jaayein bhaad me...It's now or never...Remember that and ask yourself once:-"Is your life that bad???"
ReplyDeleteI am sure it's not...So buck up...Be positive...Be confident..and chak de fatte...I am saying this cz dis wt I am also gonna do..Toh de taali :)